understand

Story topics: bipolar, ocd, schizophrenia, son, tourettes, understand

I just watched People Say I'm Crazy tonight on TV.  Please pass on to John how much I appreciate him opening his mind and soul to the camera.  I have two sons aged 21 and 29.  The older one has bipolar affective disorder and the younger one has schizophrenia coupled with OCD and a touch of Tourettes. 

The older son has it much easier - he is a normal regular likable guy most of the time but has to get through some very dramatic highs and lows on a regular basis.  The younger son has many more problems.  He is not able to communicate how he feels or what is happening to him, and John's film really helped me to understand what is going on inside his head.

- a mom from Ontario, Canada
Story topics: mother, quality of life, schizophrenia, understand

I laughed, I cried, and have a million other emotions and feelings that I'll have to figure out later.  My Mom is in her 50's and she is paranoid schizophrenic.  We are closer now than we have ever been but don't get to see each other often. I grew up with my uncle and aunt because Mom was unable to care for me and my brothers and sisters.  I've seen her very ill, and have a couple memories of her being really happy and content.

Lately she seems pretty content when we talk on the phone or visit.  I don't think she has had a great family support system.  It touched me so much to see your family rally around you and the love that radiates through you all.  My family doesn't talk about Mom's illness.  My grandpa is my Mom's rock.  Always goes to see her and takes her out even when he is sick

This film helped me to understand what my mom might have been feeling and going through – and what she probably is feeling and going through now.  I have two boys and I worry about them inheriting schizophrenia.  My husband also worries about it.  He hasn't met my Mom.  Your story has helped me realize that if that happens I can deal with it. 

You have shown that with the right resources it can be managed and quality of life improved greatly.  A person has to keep trying until they find the help that they need.  You are an incredible artist, and I am touched and thankful you had the courage to do this.  I can't even find all the words to convey how much this has impacted me.  Thank you and your family a million times.  You are a blessing, and I am honored to have had a glimpse of a part of your life.  You're in my prayers and I am rooting for you everyday.

- a daughter in the Midwest